i got my 2nd colours award 2day...this is my 2nd time....my mum came....i saw my bball frend Zhen Fang too....hahaha....MeiLing my buddy.....everytime we will go n get award tgt....my ever sport mate...ya....2day soso...haiz...i've been feeling like this so long...n i cant help not to say this anymore...


This goes out to a most important person in my life...i didnt relised the time i cant figure myself how i treated u so...look, i didnt except to redo...it juz...i dun even noe juz...u the one that i like...the one that i needed...the one i must have juz to success...when i'm 1st if u i noe this was real....i'm sori about the pain i made u feel..no that wasnt me....let me show u the way again...i look for the sun but its rainning 2day....i rmb when i 1st look in2 ya eyes...its was like there's angle in the sky....i walk in this scar coz i didnt wanna get hurt...but i didnt noe i make everything worse...u told me we'll be 4eva...n u'll neva leave me.....but u didnt cared now...if u love me as much as u said then u wont b hurting me like i'm a shit....then u push me away like u're neva knew me....i love u with my heart really n truely...i guess u 4got the times tat we shared...when i will run my fingers throught ya hair....late nite juz hopeing u in my arms....i wanna show u i really wanna hold u....i really wanna noe u like no1 else can noe u....u no.1 always in my heart n nw i cant believe tat our loves will goes apart...i noe u gonna sit n play this with ur new mate...n sit n laugh n holding his hand....other than tat u broke my heart....i was scare to show u...now i wanna hold u until i cant hold u....wifout u everything seems strange...ur name is 4eva placed in my brain...take away the pain ....take away the hurt....take away everything breaking us...baby we can make it work again...look in2 my eyes told me tat u love me n u would hug me...guess everything u said was a lie....i think about it n it bring tears in my eyes...nw i'm not even a thought in ur mind....i can see clearly my love is not blind...i juz wish everything could turn out differently...turn out good...theres special feeling about u....i thought baby u feel 2 if u understand...no matter wat...u will always b in my heart...u'll always b my baby...i rmb all the time i had with u....rmb when we 1st tgt....lay on the grass....pushing trolley....on the bridge...on ur battle field....when u r sick....pain.....cry....feeling bad....i'm always there with u....i noe it was real but i cant take away the pain tat i'm feeling nw baby...i noe i'm still there...i dun wanna hear tat u no longer cared....rmb the 1st the we kiz....i thought u'll be there 4 me....i thought we will b the most loving couple of all...we will be strong n lasting....baby i'm sorri for all the tears i make u cry.....the onli thing i wanna u to be happi...weather with me or without me...i love u baby....i wanna be with u....r u with me?.....

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